Well, it has been almost a year. The 'minor' surgery turned out not to be so minor. There was a significant complication that happened and I'm still dealing with some of the repercussions. Well, with all the stuff going on this past year: planning to move out of the country again, stressful family situations, friends deaths, panic attacks, moving, and massive disappointments, I haven't done so well. Right now, honestly, I feel happy that I didn't have a nervous breakdown although I came so close many times!
I've decided that I need to try to get healthy again. Life throws a bunch of stuff at us, but just because we fall down, it doesn't mean we have to stay down. It's time to get up and try again.
I did a weigh in today just to see where I was at. It wasn't great. I'm a few pounds over the heaviest I've ever been. Boo. So, it's time to get up and go.
Lord give me your strength and help me not to lose focus!
Let's gooooo!
